Read Sonia's blog.... Guess I'm feeling kinda what she's feeling also... glum, bored and lonely...
Nobody to talk to even though there are so many people around me....
I lost contact with so many people.. in the process of gaining so many people.... I miss them all... Haryanto... Simon...
Haiz...
Now I'm rotting at home playing Maplestory... Quite fun... but does not help me in any way... My sythesizer is spoilt and i'm not used to the piano... Alot of my friends are having O levels now... I'm so bored I could cry...
Loretta messaged the class to help out at the musical... I seem to be an exception to be left out.... Nobody updates me on the events that are happening around... All I have left is my demi-self in mIRC.... The fire in my soul has burnt out... The light in my heart has dimmed... I'm now left with nothing...
I jus found out that one of my juniors, Ivan is an AJ also.. should I be happy?... I'm not very sure... I've given up on alot of things, and I have not been doing alot of things to improve myself as well... Sure as it is... I seem to be rotting away... Right now, I'm typing my blog because I'm bored stiff for playing Maplestory for 6 hours in a row...
I wish I could be useful in somehow instead of being a pest and feeding off my parents money.. haiz...
Anywayz... I'm going off for the metamophosis Worship Practice rehearsal liaw... Maplestory is under renovation also... All those maplers out there add me at Kyo87...
Mood : Lonely. Eccentric. Heartbroken.
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